February 2010
Oh here goes another fight
So my mom is leaving Wednesday morning and she wants me to drive and take home Sierra and me from school Wed, Thurs, Fri. I don’t have a problem with that.
But I told Sierra I’m not waiting for her past 2:40. If she gets to the car at 2:40 it’s a good day. She sits around talking to her friends forever and then she comes in the car and texts and calls all them it’s so...
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Day 31: Last Night
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My mom is acting like nothing happened.
But my mom was like I kind of want to go get gas with you. And I’m like well I’ve never gotten gas alone so I kind of want you to come.
So we’re on our way there and my mom just starts freaking out at me for no reason. She was being grumpy all of a sudden after we had a rare no fighting day so I was like cool. then she just started...
January 2010
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This is my last post for the night just because I’m just starting to come to terms that I will never see him again.
If you ever hit a kid by accident please stop even if you’re scared or whatever. I already wanted to hurt the person who hit him. But guess what that person didn’t even stop. They were going 45, hit him, and they just kept on going like they didn’t do...
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“Do you ever feel like you just want to quit on life?”
– Kerri asked Lily and me this last night we both answered yes. It was one of those moments you expect to watch in a movie it was weird.
Day 29: Hopes and Dreams for the Next 365 Days
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Well let’s see:
Get a Job
Continue with my no cutting it’s officially been 38 days since the last time I want that to stay like that for a long long time.
Get a 3.5 GPA this semester
Do really well on the SAT’s
Have an amazing Summer
Go to the grand opening of the Wizarding World of Harry Potter with Lily
Go to Chicago
See snow
Get a good Senior picture in the fall
...
Day 28: The First Time I Missed a Day
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I just didn’t have any time yesterday. So I’ll just tell you about my day yesterday.
Thursday was the last day of my first semester of my Junior year marking that I only have a year and a half left in the public educational system.
The school day ended at 12:15 and Lily came over we nommed out made a fort played war in our fort Chris called asking if we wanted to go to...
Oh and unless I totally failed my history final...
I will have 2 A’s, 3 B’s, D+
well I have to do like extremly well on my math exam tomorrow which isn’t hard I’m good at math we get an equation sheet and a calculator. I’d say I’m good.
you can totally tell english is just not my thing. I swear every year I get almost all A’s and like a B and then english I just freaking bomb it everytime I...
HOLY FUCK YOU GUYS OEUFJHSEOFNWEFNJ
OK I MAY BE FREAKING OUT ABOUT NOTHING RIGHT NOW BUT I’M PRETTY SURE IT’S SOMETHING AND I’M PRETTY SURE I’M LOVING MYSELF AND MRS. PADILLA BECAUSE SHE’S AMAZING
You know that D I had in her class which I’ve been stressing since that means failing.
Unless she totally lied to my class last week she said a 67% is passing it’s a D+, but it’s passing...
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I don't know how many times I've said this, but...
being sick makes me feel so gross and icky.
I’m a slight germaphobe and it just makes me feel disgusting knowing that I have bad bacteria in me making me feel like this. Like I wish I could just shed it away. This lasts much longer I will have a mini freak out because it seriously is like rgergned.
And I sound super nasally.
Oh and I hate spitting like I cannot stand when people spit. But...
So not only am I going to Hollywood this weekend
that’s not a deffinant, but it’s pretty close to a fer sure
but Sierra wants to go to a hollywood show with her friends in march so my mom and me are going to go and we get to spend the night there if Sierra goes through with it
YES sprinkles both times around I think my mom and me should just make a plan to do monthly hollywood trips.
Like I know Hollywood and LA is kind of...
Day 27: Your month, in great detail
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Ok well I celebrated New Years babysitting for a family friend the kids were like cousins so it was nbd. And my best friend babysat with me.
Then I got Emma, from Australia, for 10 days which was so much fun like it was amazing to start out the year like that. It already seems centuries ago and it’s only been like 2 weeks without her. I miss her a lot.
Me and Lily had a...
why were people telling their life stories on...
I would like to thank Michaela for getting Harry...
which is near impossible to get out of your head for a very very long time afterwards
Your Love Is My Drug - Ke$ha
I don’t care...
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Day 25: Your Day in Great Detail
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Ok so I woke up at 5:45 didn’t get up until 6:20. I woke up very cranky too. I don’t like talking in the morning for one thing. And I’ve been sick and it was the worst since I found out I had it so I could barely talk to breathe and my mom wouldn’t shut up in the morning.
I took a shower until like 6:50 got dressed real fast packed up my binder and purse for school. And by...
Shows I would like to attend:
January 28th: 100 Monkeys
February 11th: A Cursive Memory/This Century
February 15th: This Providence
February 20th: Take Action Tour
March 28th: Bamboozle Left Day 2
Too bad I have to save up so much money for all that I think I’ll pass on This Prov and 100 Monkeys. It’s only $10 for the ACM/TC show and idek if I can go to that since it’s anaheim and a school night.
Know...
Well I officially think my family has gone insane.
Talia and her friends beat up some 23 year old ecstasy dealer because he knew Sierra and Talia’s hand looks pretty damn broken and she’s all bruised. She is going to get herself killed one of these days.
And I’m pretty sure when Sierra gets home Talia is going to beat her up for knowing this guy and is like freaking out about...
Today after school I learned my sister is in the...
-_- I’m voting on GMH stories and this came up I’m going to say yes just because but IREALLY do not like Chris Drew
Day 23: I'm Sick
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I’m just starting to feel sick though.
When it comes to being sick and pain and stuff I have a really high tolerance like I’m weak and everything I have no muscles, but it takes a lot to hurt me before I complain about it. Which is pretty nice, but you know still.
So my mom always loves to tell me I have high pain tolerance because I always wait till the sickness I have is...
My baby :(
Well for staters I have strep throat and apparently it’s like the worse it can get according to my mom she like freaked out and said my sisters would have been crying a week ago about it, but I always wait until it’s almost an emergency or it really is an emergency to tell someone. It doesn’t even hurt though it just feels funky so yea.
Then Shade gosh this is just so bad like...
Day 22: My Night
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So Chris picks Lily and me up from my house at like 6:45 and we drive to the skating rink which is in ghetto town. We go into the lot the place is completly shut down stupid fucking website telling me lies I felt pretty stupid when we got there and it was pitch black and just run down which sucks I loved that place.
So it’s 7 and we don’t want to go home we decided to go to...
My poor baby
Everything was going pretty good, but as soon as we got inthe house he threw up.
I don’t like this this is freaking me out.
I already lost Pickles this week I refuse to loose another.
Sewwww
Lily is getting dropped off at my house in about 2 hours then in 3 hours my mom is dropping her and me off at Chris’s and then we’re going to go get Rossi. This is going to be weird this is the first time I’ve seen Rossi since the break up thing I think it’s been 2 weeks since I’ve seen him I just don’t know how I’m going to react. I guess like I...
Scary story
I have 2 dogs ok my baby Alex and my older dog Shade. I had one dog from the time I was born till I don’t remember when, but he was put down while I was in elementary school. That effected me since it was my first animal/dog and he died. We waited 5 years at least before deciding we wanted another dog because the death really took a toll on us. In 7th grade I believe we decided to go to the...
Fact: I don't even know what the hell Jersey Shore...
(via a-reason-to-believe)
this is true for me too
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Day 21: A Recipe
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Best Ever English Toffee Recipe
2 Giant 8 oz. Hershey bars, or 16 oz. milk chocolate divided in 2
(Trader Joe’s offers delicious 17 oz. bars of Belgian chocolate called Pound Plus that are excellent for this recipe)
2 cups finely chopped walnuts or pecans
3 cups granulated sugar
1+1/2 lb. SALTED real butter (do not use unsalted butter or margarine or the recipe won’t...
Watching paper heart :)
I have only ever watched the first half so yeahhh
Tonight turned out lovely
I like spontaneous people who like to have childish fun.
I get made fun of constantly because I still like kid games and doing kid things whatever. Just because I’m 16 doesn’t mean I’m ever going to let my inner kid go it’ll always be there.
Yea I’m glad Chris decided to be the one to come over we talked for a little bit and he did some homework and I made him a...
YES
CHRIS IS COMING OVER TO HANG OUT IN MY FORT WITH ME
SO EXCITED RIGHT NOW
Lily’s mom won’t let her and Sierra is being lame
fuck yeah omg I have someone to come in my fort with me finally
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Still haven’t found the nerve to tell Lily wanted to punch Jessica in the face today and yea.
Today was whatever I have a field trip on friday woo :) I have a permission slip I’m so exited you don’t know.
Lunch Jessica sat with us she just omg pisses me off so bad. All she does is talk about homework and all this stupid school crap and I sit there silently just getting pissed...
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Today was boring shitty rainy windy and fucking freezing as hell.
Last night had a funny way of making me feel a lot less lonely than what I have been feeling. I don’t care about the past in this relationship. I’m not going to think about that again. At the moment all I need is for someone to love me that I love back. And that’s what I got going on and it’s making me...
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sometimes I miss you way too much
I haven’t thought about him in a long time. I wish I could see him again or just say hey just to see if I still feel the way I did about him.
I’ve mentioned him once or twice here I don’t a lot just because I never see him anymore. He’s almost a year younger than me, but I’ve known him since we were born because our older sisters were best friends. I liked him until...
Today is my birthday. A couple months ago I was...
I refuse to give up on love just because of a few stupid people. One day I’m going to find someone who loves me this much and makes me feel beautiful.
22 years ago, a 16 year old girl was pregnant with...
At my college graduation everyone is allowed to...
I have never came across a better site then GMH. To whoever created GMH you give me hope because you show me that there are good people out there just waiting to be found.
Gosh what would I do without American Sign...
I was seriously at Bri’s for an hour and a half 20 or less minutes were spent on what we really should have been doing. The rest was just having giggle fits and talking about stuff.
Kaliah can seriously get everything out of me too. Like some things I’ve never told her or whatever, but she’s such a good listener and she just always makes the situation better.
Emily is the most...
