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WOOT!
FOLIE A DUEX COMES OUT TODAY!! Who else is excited?!
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Tired sick headache folie a duex and currently starting to work on my new prject. It is the hustler shorts I’m gonna try and buy and make official hustler club shorts for my friends over there. It will be fun and keep me occupied over the break.
Folie A Duex comes out tomorrow. I feel like it should be a national holiday. I’m going to try and convince my mom to let me skip first...
Everythings a mess. Everyone acts like its all better now. But no one realizes how wounded I am .It’s horrible to see everyone be jolly happy putting up christmas decorations when I’m pissed, sad, and feel betrayed by almost everyone. I don’t want to talk to anyone right now. I want a solitary room where no one can find me so I can cry in it without any questions. I need to think...
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So for my official blog.
Everyone is bugging me. Well that’s not true. not everyone but a lot. Last night was fun once 3OH!3 came on but before that I was falling asleep. It was a fun show but not my funnest. It wasn’t that good. I was missing to many of my be-loved family. Actually all of it unless you count Michealla. So yea. Today I read Gabe was postponing the UK Tour. Everything...
Everything feels so right in place. But in reality it’s all a mess. It’s only ok for the moment. So let’s get lost in it while we can.
Im breaking down and losing myself
Falling to peices is the best I can do
Someone should fiind me and make me complete
Put me back together peice by peice
Tell me they love me
Hold me tight
Whisper careless thoughts
That no one cares about
Execpt you and me
But till that day comes
I’ll be lying here
Broken down to a million little peices
Just trying to get by
Everything is so overwhelming. Essays pojects presentations outlines studying keeping up what sanity i have with my friends is the only way I’m getting through this. But I don’t know how to balance things out so my friends are making it so hard to keep up. But I can’t blame them. I just am having struggles. I really need to get through this. Christmas break will be the one time I...
If only
I could get a grip on everything that’s happening before everything else happened that would be great. I thought I was finally putting myself together again. I guess not. I just fell back into this slump. Missing first period. Being really tired after only about 3 hours of sleep because I stay awake all night worrying about everything. Mostly one thing and they’ll never know because...