One year ago today the most important person in my life was born into the world. I am so proud to call myself his mother because he is truly special child. Every mom is biased towards their kid saying they’re the best, but every single person who has ever met him is shocked at how happy he is all the time and how little he cries, and everyone completely falls in love with his personality. I have never been more prouder of my life than it am of him. I really didn’t know if I could be a parent when I got pregnant and at times when he was alive I wanted to give up because it was just too much sometimes, but it is the most rewarding job this world has ever given me. Having him has made me thankful and open my eyes a lot more than I have in the past. He has changed my life for the better and I can’t wait for the many many more years to come ahead.


friendship necklaces where one says “eat” and the other says “ass”

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It’s Grey’s birthday today! My little man’s 1 ❤️

Soo tired definitely put too much on my plate that I couldn’t handle. I just finished(almost not completely) Grey’s cake for tomorrow and I have to get up super early to finish making the food which is not easy when you have a 1 year old terrorizing the house that you have to watch every second. But the cake looks perfect so proud of myself, I haven’t decorated a cake in ages and I thought it was going to be horrible because i haven’t don’t it in so long, good to know I still got it. I was made to be a cake decorator.

Well I am off to bed because it is now officially my little mans birthday and I have to get up at 7 so I’ll be getting about three and half hours of sleep lucky me.

Just saw the biggest miracle of my life today. I have a family that I have literally known since my mom got pregnant with my sister and me, so we grew up with their kids. And their mom is one of the worst drug addicts I have ever seen in my life and so is their dad but he got clean a few years ago, but specifically their mom was the kind of person they scare you about so you won’t do drugs. And it’s been like that since I could remember, it was just alcohol, then she switched to pills, and after a long long time it changed to heroin and meth now and then but mostly heroin. And she has been doing heroin for 10+ years now and a few years ago her son died from a hit and run and she brought her heroin supplier to the funeral. No one could stand her. And her daughter(my good friend) had a baby two years ago has never allowed her mom to see her daughter until now and she’s getting married in three weeks and her mom is coming. This woman looks like a wreck, she has about four teeth left, she is completely insane, has track marks all over her, she can’t use either of her hands as a result of shooting up, and that’s just the beginning she has numerous other things wrong with her for doing heroin so long.

So that’s the back part of the story but today was my friends bridal shower and her mom was there and it was the first time I’ve seen her in years. But today I have found out she is clean and is in recovery and although she still disgusts me for many many reasons not just because of her health issues, I am almost in tears saying she’s in recovery. It’s honestly a miracle that’s she’s a alive and it’s even more of a miracle that she is in recovery and it gave me so much hope. If she can recover I just know it is possible for anyone else.

Recovery is possible for those who wish to recover.

Tomorrow is my little mans birthday and I know everyone else is gonna wanna take up all his time, but the real special moment for me is gonna be when I pick him up and rock him while he’s sleeping at 11:27 the moment he was born. The happiest moment of my life.

I went into labor this day a year ago and had my beautiful little man two days later.

Long (armpit)hair don’t care

Just imagine being thirteen year old Ron Weasley and finding out your pet rat was in fact a disgusting old man, that wanted to kill your best friend, and you had let him sleep in bed with you for the last three years.


i. Never date a guy who flirts with you just a week after you met him. He’s the type of guy who can easily find someone new. He’s not worth keeping.

ii. Never date a guy who brags about himself that much. He’s the type of guy who wants to impress everybody. He’s never gonna be true to himself when he’s with you because he only thinks about his image.

iii. Never date a guy who makes you jelous of other girls. He’s a boy, not a man. He’s immature, he doesn’t deserve to be in your life.

iv. Never date a guy who takes time to reply on your messages but only texts few words. He’s not the type of guy who will make an effort not to end your conversation—a guy that every girl deserves.

v. Never date a guy who always talks about himself but never became interested asking about your life. He’s the type of guy who’s selfish. You deserve someone who will always care.

vi. Never date a guy who’s proud of his wrong doings. He’s trying to act cool but that’s not cool. You want a boyfriend, not a worthless douchebag.

vii. Never date a guy who stops talking to you whenever you’re not in the mood. That kind of guy doesn’t know how to act infront of a girl, he gives up easily. You deserve someone who will do everything to make you feel better and not just stop talking to you because he can’t handle your mood swings.

viii. Never date a guy who compliments your body more than your eyes or your smile. You can’t be sure if he really loves you or it’s just his another animalistic instinct.

ix. Never date a guy who shouts at you. A guy should protect you, not hurt you. You deserve someone who will shout because of other man who disrespects you.

x. Never ever date a guy who lies even just in small things. For it’s easy for him to fake his feelings and his words. Never date him. Never.

10 never’s you should always remember before dating a guy (via simplengdalagaa)

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I feel naked when I’m not wearing my plugs

Depression hack tip: whenever you are feeling depressed imagine that a dementor is sucking the happiness out of you and yell expecto patronum until you feel better. It let’s you form your illness into something you can defeat and will make you feel like a badass witch/wizard.


They told me I’d be over this band by now

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Girls that love gay guys but are disgusted by lesbians.


Guys that love lesbians but are disgusted by gay guys.


Anyone who is disgusted by anyone because of their sexual preference.




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